Eventhough people all say im just lazy. but. i still fell damn stupid.
cause i dont know how to do anything and everything.
"i think i better buck up soon. cause its just...a few more days to promos."
i keep telling myself this. but im just not afraid. of everything.
im not afraid of failing. not afraid of retaining. not afraid of people looking down at me if i fail. not afraid of getting screwed by my parents. and that is damn bad. shit.
i still cant find that sense of urgency. the resolve that can empower me to hit the books.
where is it? i wonder. hmm. Guess thats how i really feel.
